Ready or not, here it comes...

And it's coming fast. I used to think it was going slow...but I can't believe we are only a month and a half away from the big day. It's still all surreal to me. I have planned weddings before (my friends) and I love it. This just seems like I am planning another wedding...until I start to think about the fact that it is actually my wedding that I am planning. I have loved the past 4 1/2 months being engaged and planning the wedding, but I won't lie...I am ready for it to be over. But at the same time, it is so crazy to think that I am actually going to be married....eeeek! (that is me being excited/nervous/anxious) Have I mentioned how excited I am to go to San Fransisco and then Texas right after that?! I have never been to San Fransisco, and am just sooo excited to go and see everything that is there and where Mark is from, and then he can see where I am from! It is going to be wonderful. 44 days...